Beginning.

So yes, things are changing, drastically! After the wedding, the honeymoon, all the attention and excitement, real life has started. I don't really know how to even go about accommodating all the changes, I have to change how I've lived my life for many years, making my husband my priority above myself. I'm finding this is already not easy as I am as selfish as any person but I know this is where God has brought me, to a place where I will be sanctified, molded and almost forced to grow in my relationship with Him. Relying on Luke for all my needs, yeah not a good idea, Jesus is the only one who can truly satisfy my soul! I never really understood how big of a deal marriage was until I started marriage counseling and my eyes were opened to how hard this was going to be. It's work, lots of work, but I know that our love for God and for each other must deepen for this to be legitimate. All in all I'm so excited, God has already been at work through this. :)

Not going back to school has been bittersweet for me this fall. I think what I miss most is how comfortable it was because right now, I don't feel very comfy. You definitely take advantage of having all your friends just living down the hall because after its all over some of them live across the country. But yet again I'm brought back to scripture. Jesus did not call us to be comfortable, he called us to be holy. Exciting but scary at the same time. So yes, everything is changing, for the better!