Where to start.

Where the heck has this month gone? October seemed to just creep up on me this year. This month has been busy so free time has been hard to find, I haven't been blogging. Every year Luke's family goes to Sylvan Lake AB to gather for thanksgiving which was a wonderful time. A week later my mom and brother came to visit. So wonderful as I hadn't seen them since the wedding. Also my cousin Hannah got engaged to our good friend Nathan. So exciting! But through this busy time, I have put God aside in my life. I have no excuses, no good reasoning for this. And yes, it has shown that it effects the way I live, the things I say, the things I do. I have not been a good ambassador of Christ. So Jesus, please forgive me for my apathy...

I have this desire to know God more, but it's that how question that always goes through my mind. But I know full well it's only my laziness to go open my bible every morning that I do not know God more. Prayer, is so powerful but I've hardly lifted my thoughts to Him. It frustrates me to no end that this is so difficult for me lately. If you could pray for me in this area I would greatly appreciate that. 

 The Christian life is not about being perfect, making this mask that our lives are just peachy all the time. It's knowing that we are sinful and that we NEED Jesus, every second to sanctify us and shape us to be more like Him.

God please use me.