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Being patient to hear back from jobs I have applied for has really been tough for me. I've realized that I was finding part of my identity in the work I did which is why i feel so restless being at home all day. I have been keeping myself busy, finding errands to run that I have put off for so long.. It feels good but I really can't shake the feeling that something is missing. I feel like I don't have a purpose with out a job. Now I'm being very transparent. I honestly feel a little lost. I haven't really had this much free time in a while.. like around four years. I haven't had a chance to get the rest I need which feels amazing having the energy I have longed for since starting college almost 4 years ago. God knew this is what I needed. He knew exactly that I needed this break from work to lean on Him for my purpose, to fill the space in my heart where I had placed my job. He showed me of my idol of finding my worth in my work. This song Make a Way by

Another update on life's adventures... A couple of weeks ago we got on a plane and headed to Orlando Florida for a nine day vacation. We had a wonderful time seeing all the sites and amusement parks. I honestly don't want to go on any sort of ride for the next year at least. We definitely took advantage of the fast passes we purchased. Haha. All in all it was a busy trip but it was wonderful that we could spend it with Luke's family, Many great memories were shared. After we got back into the swing of real life again I questioned my role at Regina Soccer. The day I went back to work was a very stressful one. It was like the unwinding my mind has done for the past two weeks just went out the window.. I was as stressed as ever. I thought about quitting but decided to stick it out.  Then Friday came along. I was to meet with my boss and go over my work performance for the last couple months. Only thinking that we would talk about a couple things I could change